hii

another post to add to my depressing ones. my trip was amazing. ill talk to yall later about it, you can see pics soon.

but this is about stephen. he broke up with me tonight. things have been terrible lately and i actually wrote him a note and was planning on talking to him thursday night about everything i had been feeling. apparently he had been feeling the exact same thing. but his cousin got married this weekend and thats when things were obviously wrong. long story short, he is fucked up in the head at the moment as am i. and the only thing that really really hurt me was that he is still hung up on his ex gf the one i have talked to yall about before. i hate that i am dumb about these things, but smart at the same time (only because i am always right about the guys i date). i am very sad at the moment and i probably won't be able to talk about it until i call you. kath, is it ok if i come visit this weekend? i would like that.


hurt but trying to not think about it,

diface sadface